AHHHHHHHHH!

I GOT A PART.

I don't even know how this happened.

I did a last minute audition yesterday. I went in completely unprepared. I didn't have my resume, I didn't have my headshot, t didn't have a monologue or a song prepared, I wasn't dressed appropriately, the list goes on and on.

Oy vey.

After going to bed at 1 am last night, for no other reason than that I was not thinking, I had the wonderful experience of getting up today at 5 am.

4 hours of sleep, one performance, two finals, one audition, and waiting all day and staying up late for the midnight showing of The Hobbit.

It's going to be a long day...

It is 11:18 pm the Sunday before finals....

...and I am strangely calm.

I think it's more that I've accepted my fate.

Possibly.

Or I'm just tired.

Let's see how calm I am tomorrow during my first final.

Quick question!

So I was at a family-ish gathering tonight, and one of the parents jokingly calls his daughter a nerd. But then I pull out The Hobbit for a reference, and he says something about the fact that I have a book in my bag and I'm a bigger nerd than his daughter.

It was a joke, I'm not offended or anything, but it got me curious. There are others out there who always have a book with them, right? I can't be the only one who does that.

Time to look for temp work!

As I knew would happen, I didn't get a job. I "passed the interview, but there are no current jobs available. We'll be sure to call if a job opens up."

I'm a horrible person!

I lied to my teacher about an assignment and I'm a horrible person and Karma is going to kick me.

I don't know why I do this to myself.

I think I purposely stress myself out? I'm going with that because its the only reason that would make sense.

Stressed and stressed and a little more stressed.

I have a job interview on Friday. Which is really good news, but it's the week before finals and why is everything so stressful and busy?

Just a lazy Saturday night.

I'm avoiding the stressful tasks I need to do by ignoring them completely.